Why do I even still have hope?

lol, so the title is a little Emo-ish.

Basically, things are going rough, I think I am starting to figure out how to actually race bikes...finally. I have a ton of work, nothing is going right for me now though, everything seems to want to shit all over me. However, I geuss I just have to put my head down, keep on going, and hope that my beliefs are true.

ugh...I want to go home, and I have 4 weeks left.

UVM race this weekend. It will be good....but hell. It's supposed to snow.

I miss....things. I wish they would be the way I know they could.